it's time for some self-reflection—no need to screenshot and throw away the shame!
Day 1: Those two beasts, LIGHT and 714, exploded me twice on the first day of 2026, back-to-back explosions! 5,000 dollars + 6,000 dollars.
Day 2: The market was good; I scalped short-term trades and made over 20,000, making up for the loss from Day 1, still ending with a few thousand in profit.
Day 3: The market was good, but I lost my rhythm. I doubled my live trading account quickly during the stream, but after going off air, I kept crashing 🧎🏻♀️, losing over 10,000.
Day 4: The market was good again; I made over 7,000 from live trading with 714, but after going off air, I messed up and lost over 8,000.
Day 5: The market was good, still lost over 3,000, but didn't lose during the live stream.
Day 6: The market was good, but I lost over 12,000 due to chaotic trading rhythm.
Losing rhythm means no matter how you place trades, you'll keep failing. Brother George is the same—continuous losses. When the rhythm is off, it's time to rest.
Trading is like playing a game—being in a good streak or a bad streak greatly affects your mindset. Your mental state is completely different when you're in floating profit vs. floating loss.
Self-reflection is essential. We're all constantly learning and reflecting, constantly improving our trading system. If I don't reflect, wouldn't my tuition be wasted?
I've tried too many times on the path of small capital with high leverage + compounding. This path is viable and the easiest to
