#TradingCommunity
Damn it, I’m really fed up with myself.
Every weekend I make a little extra money,
and I can’t help wanting to go out and mess around in all kinds of live rooms.

I browse here.
I look over there.
One of my strengths is that I’m obedient—I follow instructions.
Then, in the live room of @仓神 ,
although I can clearly feel that the entry is off,
I still can’t resist the itch and followed the trade.
Result: within minutes, it turns into a waterfall.

Damn it, I’m really fed up with myself.
I already have a pretty complete trading system.
And I can also profit steadily.
Every time things look bright and promising,
after making profits a few times,
when a new opportunity comes along—I get a bit impatient,
and I can’t help going out to “mess around.”

Last time was in the live room of @投研看剑 , Brother Jian.
I had a little thought:
“Let’s see if there are any new strategy ideas,
so I can expand my system.”
Result: the account saw a massive 30% drawdown.
So I had no choice but to behave myself,
and return to my own familiar system.
I took nearly two weeks just to repair everything.

This time, even though I only lost the cost of a hot pot,
it dealt a serious blow to my mindset.
My habit of “messing around”—
it feels like one of my weak spots.
It always shows up when the situation looks great,
leading me to make stupid decisions.
That helpless feeling—staring my inner weakness in the face, but having no way to fix it—
feels like being whipped and having nowhere to run.

But thankfully, this time I added a bit of caution.
I just tried with a few dozen U to test the waters.
I didn’t expect the entry to be this bizarre.
Afterward, I looked closely.
In my trading system,
this—fuck—should never have been an entry.
It was purely bull-behavior.

Damn it, I’m really fed up with myself.
I can find entries that aren’t any worse than that trader’s position,
even more steady and reasonable.
Similarly,
my trading system isn’t any worse than Brother Jian’s.
But I don’t have their confidence.

Damn it, I basically learned trading the dumb way:
obey and follow blindly.
As an entry-level trader,
finding chart feel and practicing skills are great for rapid improvement.
But if you want to level up into a top-tier expert,
mechanically obeying and following is just a stupid move.

This lesson hit me way too hard.
I hope I won’t make this kind of stupid mistake again.
My understanding of entries and trading systems is already at
a level close to top-tier experts.

But my perspective and execution—damn it—
still haven’t moved past the level of a beginner trader.
What’s missing here is the courage and drive to dominate the whole field.

If I don’t have the霸气 of being the one and only,
I definitely can’t truly become a top-tier trader.
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