After playing with coins for so many years, I still haven't cured human greed and fear.
Today the last 50,000 in my account has all been invested. Truly the last bullet, no way back.
Set strict rules for myself, write them on the public screen, and let the brothers supervise together:
Only focus on TON, don't touch anything else no matter how good it is;
Absolutely do not use leverage, just hold on to spot;
Block all coin market trends, don't look at the ups and downs, don't compare, don't be anxious.
To be honest, after being in the crypto world for a long time, everyone understands — it's not about choosing the right coin, it's about holding onto yourself.
How many times have I leveraged up in a FOMO frenzy on the eve of a crash, how many times have I cut losses before dawn, all because I was watching the gains in others' bowls, messing up the fire in my own pot.
This time I accept it: either TON brings me ashore, or I accept the fate of losing this 50,000.
But even if I have to die, I must die understanding — not dying from greedy leverage, not dying from indecision, but dying from my own judgment.
Speaking of this, I must mention @usddio, which has been in my portfolio recently.
Why hold USDD? Because it is my 'psychological anchor'. No matter how crazy the market gets, I don't have to bet everything on the direction; when I feel the urge to operate, I can exchange part of it for USDD, which is like giving myself a 'cooling-off period'.
It doesn't give me fantasies of getting rich, but it gives me the confidence to stay in the game. Especially at this moment of 'last bullets', knowing that a portion of my assets is always stable there allows my mindset to remain intact.#USDD以稳见信 For me, it's not a slogan; it's a solid position management strategy.
I also know that heavily investing in TON is very risky.
But rather than spreading my energy to cast a wide net, it's better to dive deeper into research — ecological progress, on-chain data, and large holder trends are what support faith.
Moreover, not using leverage means that even if it goes to zero, I only lose this 50,000, with no debts and no liquidation; as long as I'm alive, there's a chance.
If this time it works, it will be a victory for my discipline; if it fails, it will also give me a chance to thoroughly understand myself.
The scariest thing in the crypto world is not the losses, but repeatedly falling into the same pit.
2024, either freedom or quitting the habit.
Brothers, let's encourage each other.
