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Dear Z, I feel like I'm seeing you through this letter. How have you been recently? Looking back, we have been apart for 3 months. If we hadn't separated, today would have been our third anniversary. However, I might not even afford a cake this time because I am still deeply stuck in contract troubles. It was right for you to leave me because he can indeed provide you with a better life. Being with me only means endless takeout meals and never-ending wall water. I hope you can be a bit happier with him. I shouldn't disturb you, but I'm afraid you are not doing well over there and being bullied because I've heard that manager has a very strong personality. Looking back at our past photos, I’m sorry that we lived a happy life without the daily anxiety we used to have. Although we didn't have money, at least we had no debts. But since I got involved with the contract, my world has completely changed. Every day, I am faced with endless debt bills and the nightmare of liquidation. I'm really sorry, Z. I really miss you and truly want to meet you, but I haven't been doing well lately. As a man, I've lost the dignity I should have. I can't provide you with a good life, not even a normal one. Every time I see happy couples and families on my way to deliver food, I fantasize whether we could have lived like that if we hadn’t gotten involved with the contract! Buying a house, a small car, having two kids, and living a simple life... Unfortunately, I have thrown all of that away with my own hands... I have brought this upon myself, and I should bear the consequences. However, I have met many new friends in the crypto world. Although this is a hellish place, there are many kind-hearted people here who help and advise me. They all say that losing money at 19 is okay and encourage me to get you back. But now I don't have much courage left. All I hope for is that you can live a bit better. As long as you are happy, I can be okay with anything. Just let me eat and drink alone with my wall meals and wall water. You are so beautiful and kind; you shouldn't suffer with me. You deserve a better life. I might live quietly alone for the rest of my life. After saying all this, I might have to delete you myself because you are now with him. It wouldn't be appropriate for me to disturb you anymore. However, I hope you won't change your phone number during your tough times. I will do my best to provide you with enough money for living. I am slowly working hard to escape the nightmare of liquidation. In reality, I don't have many friends and can only share my feelings in the crypto world. Thanks to all the big brothers, and finally, I wish you well...