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$ETH Originally, I arrived near 3850 thinking about setting up a long position, but after waiting all night, it kept falling. I see it has also dropped to the bottom now, so I won't wait any longer and directly entered a long position near 3838. Let's see how the market operators handle it tomorrow and whether it will rebound.

I am 25 years old this year, male, in my second year of graduate school, currently in debt of 30,000, with 20,000 in online loans and 10,000 owed to friends. I can barely afford meals now, and all of this is because I got involved in the cryptocurrency market.
Today is April 4, 2025, and it has been over 5 years since I entered the cryptocurrency market on September 25, 2019. I am already exhausted, having lost family, love, friendship, values, and money.
I used to be someone who won national awards in my freshman year, had a girlfriend from high school who was gentle and considerate, and seemed like a winner in life, but all of this was destroyed because of my trading in cryptocurrencies. My repeated deceptions ended this long 5-year relationship.
I have forgotten when I first confessed my mistakes. Back in college, I remember once kneeling in front of my family, constantly reflecting, and another time I was slapping myself in front of a mirror, my face swollen badly, and once I even prepared to apply for a leave of absence... but none of these made me truly recognize my mistakes. I always thought that cryptocurrency contracts could make me money, so every time I got out of the market, I continued to take my wallet balance and inject it into exchanges, always believing I could make money. I thought that leaving money there without making money was a loss. However, every time the result was the same: the balance was depleted, I went into debt, and continued to lose...
I actually had countless opportunities to get out, but each time I extinguished them myself. The most recent was on March 9, when a Twitter user named Chuanmu saw my experience, chose to help me, and gave me 1,000 USDT to use as living expenses, encouraging me to study hard and graduate. He is truly a good person, but my first reaction after receiving it wasn't how much I could repay my debts, but rather to choose to continue entering the exchange, thinking that if I could multiply it by ten, I could get out... But again, I overestimated myself. I got carried away, maxed out the leverage, and lost a total of 20,000, both profit and principal, in just a few minutes. Once again, I fell into the abyss...
I do not know where my confidence came from, believing that I could make money in this highly manipulated market. Perhaps it was from previously turning 300 into 20,000 in one night, or 3,000 into 100,000 overnight, or from constantly seeing people in the market becoming rich overnight, achieving financial freedom, and hitting small targets of making tens of thousands, which made me selectively ignore how much I had lost, how many times I had failed. Losing money is the silent majority.