For a long time last year, the pressure of debt overwhelmed me like a tide. From the beginning of the year to mid-year, I was in a state of ‘lying flat’, living without goals or meaning. The once spirited vigor had disappeared, and I felt like a soulless shell, wasting half a year in confusion, even thinking that life might just be like this.
It wasn't until April of this year that I suddenly felt like I woke up from chaos. At that moment, I finally understood that failure and debt themselves are not terrifying. What is terrifying is losing one's spirit and being lost in confusion, losing oneself. From that day on, I made a determination in my heart: I must find my former self, learn anew, and work diligently.