I can withstand the drop in gold, but when the altcoins drop, they don't even give you a chance to hold on.
What I'm saying now is a lesson learned with real money.
Half a year, 100 pieces. Including what I had before, I've lost over 10 million in the crypto world. I've already burned almost half of my savings.
I haven't missed a single altcoin; I've participated in all of them. $SIREN, $LYN, and those names I can't even be bothered to mention—each one dropped immediately after I got liquidated.
That's right, after I got liquidated, it dropped, as if the major players were just watching my few tens of thousands.
What do you want to ask me about how I feel?
A thousand arrows pierce the heart. It hurts so much that I can't even cry.
It's always like this: pick a position, set a stop loss, and feel pretty safe. Then the market seems to have eyes, precisely hitting my position, sweeping me out, and then turning down. The most outrageous time was 15 minutes after I hit my stop loss, it directly dropped by 40%.
During those 15 minutes, I kept thinking—am I being filmed by the dealer?
To be honest, I know I have a gambling addiction. The fluctuations of the demon coin are huge, and I wanted to try my luck to turn things around, but I ended up losing my deposits. I originally had half of my deposits to get by, but now I can see that they are about to be gone.
At night, staring at my account, when I can't sleep, I think: if I hadn't touched the contracts, if I had only taken the spot market, if I had cut losses earlier... but there are so many ifs.
I can't continue down this road. It's not that I can't afford to lose; it's that losing is meaningless. Every time it's the same plot, the same way to die, and I've fallen into the same pit countless times.
A word of advice to my brothers: this demon coin looks tempting, but it can cost you your life. You think you're smart and can run fast, but the moment you enter the market, you've already lost.
I'm going to uninstall all the exchanges when I get home tonight. It's not out of anger; I'm really tired.
Save some money and live a normal life.