$COAI I'm really scared, very scared, very scared of getting overwhelmed with orders. I've lost a lot of money in the past month, all real wages. I'm just an ordinary person and can't really withstand the blows. Now I'm unemployed, and it's hard to find work. I really don't know what to do. I originally planned to trade alpha to recover my losses and then earn a few dozen U every day from contracts. I didn't expect that opening a position would lead to no return. Life is so confusing. I really don't know what to do now.