My biggest problem now is not the principal, but the lack of ambition. In the past, in this situation, even if I had to borrow, I would find a way to gather the principal and keep going!

But this time I completely have no such idea, and I don't really want to trade anymore. After some self-analysis, the main reasons are twofold: first, the last wave did indeed earn some money, so it feels like I went from being barefoot to wearing shoes, lacking the fighting spirit. Now, even if I don't trade, my income from other aspects is considerable, and I'm also afraid of losing. After all, it was hard to get back on land, and if I mess around again, it would be really laughable to go back underwater.