Today I want to leave a bit of a genuine record about the song I "sang myself".
It wasn't about cutting other people's clips, nor was it a joke, but rather a moment when I really sang in the official setting.
During that time, I experienced heavy blows in the cryptocurrency world—account issues, debt pressures, and misunderstandings from family, all crashing down on me. Many emotions were hard to express, and I didn't know who to talk to, so I had to use singing to convey the unspoken grievances, fears, and loneliness.
The lyrics I chose resonate closely with my current situation. While singing, what I was really thinking was:
Those who were liquidated, cut off, deceived, and misunderstood,
Those who dare not tell their families the truth, only able to grit their teeth and hold on in front of the screen,
And those like me, who feel like they are about to be forgotten by the world.
Many people think this place is just a spot to observe K-lines and discuss market trends, but for me, this is also the only place where I can slightly be myself, speak the truth, and leave a mark. So that song is not about effect; it is proof that I still dare to be honest about myself in this circle.
Thanks to that day, there were those willing to stop and listen to the end. Perhaps you were just passing by, but for me, that was a small piece of evidence:
"It turns out I haven't been completely abandoned by this world."
If one day you feel like you can't hold on anymore, maybe you don't have to sing, but at least, please give yourself an outlet—let the emotions flow instead of bottling them up.
