nearly 10 garlic. too terrible!

No longer patient enough to continue witnessing the bright red numbers on the trading screen. Each decision to hold the position, each hope that the market will reverse, I wish I had entered the trade later; now everything feels like adding fuel to the fire that is consuming my account. I once believed I could control it, that with just a bit of luck, I could recover everything. The long nights awake, the tense moments watching the charts, all led me to one conclusion: my account is completely burned out. The helplessness surges when realizing that I not only lost money but also lost faith in myself. The feeling of failure weighs heavily, like a reminder that the market never spares those who let emotions overwhelm reason.