How hard it is to go long

Since the liquidation, I have been working hard to make up for the losses...

With only 200,000 dollars left, I have been pushing myself, working hard, and keeping an eye on the market day and night!

Despite my relentless efforts, I lost another 70,000 dollars...

Damn it, this isn't just about my money, this is about my life, I can't go on like this!