First, close part of the position, and it's not too late to stabilize at the bottom.

$ETH Dealer, pulling back 29, should I cut myself? I can't go on living. I thought about coming to earn 20u for a meal, but as soon as I entered, I was caught and dealt with. I've been sick for five years and still haven't recovered. I eat one steamed bun a day, and this little bit of u was collected from picking up bottles for three months. If it explodes, I can only find a nearby bridge. I've heard drowning is the worst feeling, but there's no way out. I can't afford sleeping pills, and I don't have the strength to climb up to jump off because I'm so hungry. Please don't explode on me, can you pull it back? If it goes down any further, it will really explode. Pull it back to 29 and let me cut before it goes down further.