Three months have passed since the last liquidation. I originally wanted to exit the crypto world and focus on being a good spouse and raising children, returning to those days of having my palms up. But every night, hearing the buzzing of the refrigerator in the living room feels like the complaints of family members, piercing my heart. Good days are not meant to be wasted; this hundred thousand can cover the tuition for my two children for several years, is it easy to make money now? Why am I wasting time?… Over these months, these voices have constantly echoed in my ears. The guilt towards my family has washed over me like a tide countless times, especially at midnight when I see my two children sleeping beside me, making me feel even more guilty. Sometimes I feel that even breathing is difficult. Until last night, while scrolling through the plaza, I saw He Yi becoming the CEO of Binance. Looking at her experience, she also started as a host. Why is the gap in life so big? It's not that she is luckier than me; she works harder, thinks deeper, and understands human nature better than I do. To be honest, I spent the whole night pondering:

"A child vows not to return until he has achieved his goal, no matter how long it takes," repeated countless times.

Rather than being suffocated by complaints, it is better to hold tightly to the remaining courage and start anew. If I succeed, I will reach the peak; if I fail...