I'm sorry for your sadness. I once dreamed the same as you, just to earn a breakfast. After that, my account got drained, and now I just watch the coins fly away and don't care about life.

That's it. Goodbye Future
This is a hard lesson that I won't forget for a long time.
At first, I thought that if I disciplined Vol to just 3%, I would never get burned. I traded quickly with Alpha coins and made some gains, each time 10 - 40u, thinking this was a bright opportunity to make money.
When I entered $BEAT & $PIPPIN , I made a few gains at the beginning. I thought I could trade quickly like before, but it surged up and I hastily DCA'd twice, and it kept climbing. I tried to hold the position, and several times I could have cut losses at a loss of 400 - 800u, but I regretted losing money and thought it was just junk, it couldn't keep rising => The mistake here is that later, $BEAT pulled back after 1.24, thinking it would drop again, I didn't cut.
In the end, there was no opportunity to cut.