I have a friend who is very pessimistic. He always goes to bed very late.
Others always say he is cheerful and optimistic, but only he knows that inside he is barren, with nothing growing.
He often inexplicably sheds tears.
He tends to think the worst of many situations, and even when he cries to the point of suffocation, he will stubbornly say he is fine.
He is very independent and will never ask for help from others if he can do it himself.
When he gets angry, he swears, but he often says thank you to others as well.
He is contradictory yet clear-headed, brave yet timid.
He is someone who can heal others but cannot heal himself.
He probably isn't very happy; I really want to find a way to redeem him.
