Why do I look so ugly?

I really envy those who are good-looking.

Good-looking people are naturally very confident.

And confidence can make a person more likely to succeed.

Moreover, being handsome makes it easier to obtain more resources.

Everyone likes to hang out with handsome guys.

Those are experiences we ugly folks can never feel in our lifetime.

I was considering whether to get plastic surgery before.

But the key issue is that I'm not just ugly; I'm also old, short, and fat.

And I'm also afraid of pain.

I often tell myself that it's okay for men to be a bit ugly; can good looks be eaten?

The answer is that good looks can indeed be a meal ticket.

To put it simply, many people have unfollowed me because I'm ugly.

They say looking at me makes them feel sick.

This has dealt a heavier blow to my already fragile heart.

But I am slowly accepting it; after I accept myself, when others call me ugly, it’s not an insult but an objective statement of fact.

After accepting myself, I become much more comfortable.