If you lock yourself in a closed box, guided by your own values and driven by your own obsessions, you will never break out of your own understanding.
What truly allows you to "rise in dimension" and escape from your current level is the perspective of a higher power.
Although I have stumbled through many pitfalls, I am certainly not going to withdraw from this circle. Because this is a global game that can be participated in without relying on extensive social interactions. As long as the direction is right, one can upgrade round by round here.