Are you a gambler? I once shared 'Principles of Professional Speculation' and detailed my reading experience and the essence of the book during a live broadcast.
Take a look at the image below and examine whether you are a gambler. If you are, don't say that engaging in contracts is different; even in spot trading, the results are the same. How many gamblers have a bright future?! Gamblers in spot trading lose just a bit slower than in contracts, that's all!
The energy of gamblers is inherently mismatched with mine. Not a single gambler can do what I do, earning 600 bucks a month to sustain myself and feeling content.
Although I also engage in contracts.