$SOL Sometimes I feel like an experimental sample.

Verifying human nature, emotions, greed, regret, revenge, numbness.

After going into debt of 1 million, I became particularly calm.

No matter how big the fluctuations, it's just managing my expressions.

But I know that this kind of "calm" is not maturity,

it's something that comes from losses.

Now, I dare not go all in, nor can I exit the market.

Just hanging in mid-air,

waiting for the market, and waiting for myself.

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