A man who trades contracts, how can he return to a normal life? To be honest, it's very difficult.

My first trade when I entered the market was trading contracts, starting with 30,000 in capital, and within a few days it grew to 90,000. At that time, I felt that making money from contracts was too easy.

Although later due to heavy positions, all-in bets, and stubbornness, the 90,000 turned back to zero, but I was already hooked. Every day I stared at the market, not eating or sleeping, saying "contract traders don’t play," yet whenever there was money and opportunity, I rushed in faster than anyone else. I often found myself in internal conflict while trying to heal, sometimes feeling okay, and other times not, wanting to find a friend to vent and share my suppressed feelings, but I don’t have a friend around who trades cryptocurrencies, and it feels a bit inappropriate to say it. So I swallowed all my emotions as usual, silently opened the trading platform, the cost of growth was too high, stumbling along the way, learning a lesson at every step.

Contracts are, to put it bluntly, fast. With dozens of times leverage, if you bet right in a wave of market movement, the funds shoot up rapidly. It's faster than stock trading, more thrilling than gambling, earning a lot but also losing fiercely.

Stocks can only rise or fall by a maximum of 10% in a day, while contracts can fluctuate by 100% in a day, which is not unusual. And once you’ve tasted the sweetness, there’s only one thought in your mind: I can still turn things around, but the reality is that most people don’t get the chance to turn things around before being cleaned out by the market.

This is also why, once you start trading contracts, it’s really hard to turn back. It’s not because of greed, but because it’s too fast, too exhilarating, too much like a dream. A dream that is too beautiful comes with a high price.

The market is always there, but your capital and opportunities may only come a few times!