In these years of trading, my life has always been led by the market——

The anxiety of missing out, the unease of drawdowns, the fear of losses, my nerves are tightly strung every day, even my breathing is filled with cautious restraint.

It feels like a long time since I've truly relaxed.

The last time I can remember being carefree was over a decade ago in the summer.

At my grandmother's old courtyard, the wooden door slightly ajar, the wind blowing gently, the cicadas chirping in the shade of the trees,

I would lie on the bamboo mat soaking up the sun, squinting, and unknowingly drift off to sleep.

How simple the world was then, without the entanglements of ups and downs, not even an excess of worries.

Now I understand——

Even if I recreate an identical courtyard, I can never return to the mindset of that summer.

It turns out that the growth of most people moves forward with such regrets.#比特币VS代币化黄金