Don't rush, take your time, it's normal for life to have ups and downs

I'm home, Dad made me tangyuan, he quietly sat by the stove warming himself, didn't scold me, nor complain, furrowing his brow thinking of ways for me, I lowered my head to eat, unfilial son, over thirty still making my parents worry, in front of my parents I'm still like a child who made a mistake, I once hoped so much to stand out, wanting them to hold their heads high in the village, but falling to this outcome now, my room still looks like it did when it was a wedding room, the bride is gone