I can't sleep all night.

Another sleepless night.

The sky is cool, and people are cold.

It's over. Completely over. Thoroughly over.

I don’t blame anyone.

I only blame myself. I hate myself.

Looking at my wife and child sleeping beside me.

A man's tears are worthless.

My kind wife asked me yesterday, I heard the market is good recently, gold and silver have hit new highs, darling, have we made a little profit? I want to take the elders and children out for a walk.

I dare not tell you the real situation!

I originally wanted to give you and the child a stable home, but now I can only face such an outcome.

All the hard work and accumulation are about to return to zero.

I’m sorry to my family, sorry to my child, I have let you down with your support and trust in me.

Where is the road ahead?

Where is it?

Can there still be a future?

Tears have dried, the lights are off.