旺 仔

Reflecting on my entry into this circle, aside from the increase in age and debt, I have made no progress at all. I should have recognized early on that I have always been a gambler lingering in wb3; I mistakenly thought that changing circles meant investing. I simply switched platforms to continue gambling. Looking back to the beginning of my dream, shib, the first exchange in my life was Huobi. I remember seeing news on Zhihu about thousands and tens of thousands of times returns – isn't that just the gene ingrained in a gambler's body? At that moment, my genes were awakened, and I spent the whole night searching for what shib is, what an exchange is, and what virtual currency is (it's strange to say that gamblers seem to have good hands-on skills). Later, I downloaded the exchange and checked how to recharge. In this muddled state, I gambled all my savings of 23,000. Then came the self-brainwashing, joining various online groups, peaking at no less than thirty groups. During that time, when I wasn't working, I was always scrolling through groups, chatting, and brainwashing each other, fantasizing about a bright future together. After a month of silence, it finally erupted, and I began to list on exchanges like Huobi, OK, and Binance (I believe this was the era when the three major exchanges had the strongest coin effect overall). At that time, I also made my first money in the crypto world through shib, earning 300,000. After living for over twenty years, I made 300,000 for the first time, which can be considered a huge sum (at this point, my values were still quite normal). After making money, I didn't cash out and leave; instead, I stayed in the game. The outcome was the same as for most people: I went to zero, losing everything. That was also my first time trading contracts and understanding what liquidation meant. I looked at the rise rankings, unable to resist the temptation, starting with buying spot Polkadot. I roughly checked what auctions were and gambled, fantasizing about becoming rich overnight. After buying, I indeed made a profit. At that moment, my gambling genes erupted; I wasn't satisfied with spot trading and went all-in on Polkadot. That day happened to be May 19th, and the company organized a movie outing. After watching the movie, I received several liquidation messages on my phone. This was the most expensive movie I had ever watched, and it was my first time going to zero. Subsequently, I kept depositing my salary, forgetting how much I had deposited. I accidentally saw Jiucang Cat refining oil; it was the same operation: joining groups to understand, going all-in with 16,000, and reaching a maximum profit of 1.2 million. I still have the phones I used to play games lying in the cabinet (this is where my values started to shift; at that time, it seemed like reducing the time to earn eggs, thinking I could earn a couple of hundred U in each market sale, not realizing that my daily salary was only twenty U). This time the result was good: I took profits of 70, withdrew 50, and gave 20 to my family. Later, like most people, I lost everything and kept recharging, recharging, and recharging. Here I learned what it meant to listen to Gulu, that Gulu's coins shouldn't be bought. This time it was the same: going to zero again. After that, there was a period of silence. While delivering express packages, I was also repaying online loans. In between, I occasionally played small games, but most of the time, I was still repaying debts. It was during this time that I saw pogai. I saw it was very popular and gambled my remaining 2,000 at the opening. I remember it was during the National Day holiday; in five days, I made a maximum profit of 800,000 and took profits of 400,000. This time I paid off all my debts, but after several more rounds of wear and tear, I went to zero again after two months. Later, I saw airdrop farming was very popular and joined it, making 100,000 with arb, which gave me some capital. The other activities were sporadic, fishing for three days and drying nets for a month. The airdrop farming didn’t continue. I started playing dogs again. I saw the inscriptions on Weibo, and it was the same operation: joining groups to understand, going all-in with 30,000, reaching a maximum of 145. Now my wallet still holds a lot, but the outcome is still the same. I don’t know how to review and have not gained experience. Repeating the same mistakes, I went to zero again. At this point, I was already trading crypto full-time, with no income, only fantasizing every day. The conflict with dogs continued until Trump issued coins, and I missed the whole opportunity. It’s quite regrettable. The AI recognition issue, Trump, and celebrities issuing coins left a significant shadow due to frequent Twitter hacks. Until now, I have been playing on the Binance chain, buying TST, Baibu, and 4, and I have made some profits. Here, I still thank Binance. I don’t know when to stop; I can only blame myself for being too greedy, fomo, not summarizing experiences, and being unable to control my hands. In yet another PVP, I finished off the remaining P at 12.8 last night.