#200u起家日记 12.4 Day 34
Funds 170u
Initial capital 300u + recharge 50u yesterday to hold positions,
Net loss this month 180u
Sorry, the king of leeks is back again.
Because I thought about it, I don't want to withdraw this at all, just play for two days and it will go to zero, posting in the square can still last a few more days.
The main focus is on frenzied trading and opening positions 😫
The main focus is on repeated failures and battles, repeated battles and repeated failures...
The name will be changed back in seven days, need to wait seven days.
That is, the daily posts may spread negative energy, unfollow if you don't like it.
Yesterday I saw fart making money in long positions, and losing money by closing short positions early, after a while I saw it drop so much, originally made a lot turned into a loss.
I thought, what the hell, this definitely needs to be picked up a few more times to turn into profit.
Okay, when I looked at night and saw BTC rise so much, very good, I shorted, and then just like Monday it quickly dropped, then kept rising, rising so much I felt anxious. I saw it was going to be liquidated and quickly transferred some NXPC from the chain game to make up for the position, then it kept rising, kept rising.
Then the game came with a message that this time we have completely failed.
Then I directly fainted.
Then don't learn from me or communicate with me, I mainly focus on solo trading and playing by myself. If I make money, I laugh haha 😀, if I cry, I scream wah wah 😫
Cannot communicate at all, beneath the calm exterior is a heart full of wounds.
I just want to remain silent.
It's not that losing money feels bad, first, the principal hasn't lost to zero, second, the principal is all from playing Web3 chain game adventure island n, I've found that playing this every night can sometimes earn 30u, which is better than opening positions.
Mainly, all positions opened are wrong, opening east and west, both long and short are mistakes, the main focus is on giving me a strong sense of frustration. I don't know how to say, I even memorized my own patterns.
Then I started memorizing the mantra, my classic zeroing three-piece set:
① Stop loss stop loss stop loss, can't take it anymore.
② Don't stop loss, quickly go all-in, quickly make it back.
③ Zero out and run away.
I also have a second pattern:
① Stop loss stop loss stop loss, feeling anxious can't act.
② Earn 1u when making money, lose 100u, 1000u when losing.
③ Can't play, run away.
Today is another starless night 💫
Alright, goodbye 👋